It's In Her Smile

Dedicated to our sweet youngest daughter, Cara Lynn Gordon. <3

Big beautiful brown eyes stare up at me from her bassinet and a giant smile crosses over her face as she stares back into my eyes. Our second miracle baby had graced us with her presence earlier than August 4, 2018. She decided that she had and we had waited long enough and came to be with our happy little family of three on July 23^rd at only 38 weeks and 2 days and made us an even happier family of four. She came out kicking and screaming to world that she has arrived and that she has a world to take over, her smile being one aspect that will help her achieve that goal.

Her smile is big and full of love even if she is so little and so young. I can’t get enough of her smile when she looks at me or someone else, especially when she gives that huge beautiful smile to her daddy and her favorite big sister, Kierra, and you can’t help but feel loved by this little person. I feel so blessed to be able to have a second daughter, a second child, and a second rainbow baby after yet another heartbreaking miscarriage. I just hope that I can continue to be a good mother and raise her to be a wonderful loving human being just like her older sister. I fear for her and her older sister because of how totally screwed up this world has become. All of the hate is ruining such a wonderful place and I doubt that it’ll get any better unless the human race wakes up but will that happen? Most likely not in my lifetime or theirs but one can hope that one-day the world will wake up and become more peaceful. But until then I will raise my girls the best that I can with the help of my amazing husband by my side and my wonderful family and friends since they say it takes a village to raise a child or children and I have the best village beside me. And I will continue to get lost in those wide brown eyes and that big beautiful smile as she grows.

Love you to pieces, our little pumpkin, our Cara Lynn. I can’t get enough of your amazing smile and can’t wait to see you grow into who you are meant to be. Well of course I can wait because I wish to enjoy every second of your life, watching you grow up right before my eyes. You are an amazing baby already and just like your big sister, you have such a beautiful smile and great big dazzling eyes. Your personality is already shining through and I know that you are going to be an amazing little girl. And if you ever need help, I am here and so is your daddy. Your big sister will also always have your back. Love you always, pumpkin, never change that smile so that it can always melt our hearts and bring a smile to our face.